I was just now listening to some old music that I don't often listen too(Nina Simone - Here comes the sun, Feeling good, I've got life, Jewel - Hands).
There are some moments again that I can feel happiness, life, bits of my old self coming back. That I don't feel scared about the future, but just enjoy life right now with my son. Music helps. I don't know much about music, but I've noticed it can give me a great deal of strength, joy, healing right now.
Do others have music that was important in your healing process, that you listened to a lot, had special meaning for you?