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#13437 - 06/18/12 07:20 AM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: FreeBird]
NotCrzy Offline
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Registered: 02/13/12
Posts: 61
I am just so tired of the psychopath game.

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#13471 - 06/22/12 04:01 PM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: NotCrzy]
FreeBird Offline
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Registered: 08/24/11
Posts: 230
Guys!
I just heard some information about my Psychopath... and I laughed so hard.
It feels sooo good to be so sure. Its amazing. Its like a huge relief and a price for holding on for so long.
Its so damn worth all the no contact rule!

As all of us I have some moments of doubt, some minor some major and some where I lose my reason for a while...
But we are all right about them. And guess what - they NEVER change. Ever. Someone who doesnt understand their own mistakes just cannot learn from them. Its physically impossible.

Just wanted to share with all of you, especially those who are in the doubt zone again - you are right about him. All of your feelings and emotions are right and they tell you the truth. You want to go back to illusion, a feeling, not an actual person. It isnt and never was true.
Just give it a little time and you will see cristal clear. And when you get there, there will be no doubt anymore. And thats the feeling worth waiting for.

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#13472 - 06/22/12 06:47 PM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: FreeBird]
Dianne E. Offline

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You want to go back to illusion, a feeling, not an actual person. It isnt and never was true.


Isn't it wonderful to have the ah ha moment and know you aren't the crazy person in the room.

Thanks so much for sharing, I am so pleased with your breakthrough. It is indeed all an illusion, kind of like waking up from a terrifying nightmare and know you are safe and free.

We should call you "Free Bird" wink

Di

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#13478 - 06/23/12 04:46 PM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: FreeBird]
becky Offline
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Registered: 03/26/12
Posts: 86
I'm so......happy for you NewBird..I mean FREE bird!....I can't wait for my turn! YEAH!!

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#13480 - 06/23/12 07:17 PM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: Smokey]
hisonlyqueen Offline
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Registered: 05/25/12
Posts: 26
Hi, thanks Smokey for the support. I been strong and besides having some urges to call him to yell at him I've been pretty good about "no contact".
Strength to everyone.
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Peter, Peter pumpkin eater,
Had a wife but couldn't keep her;
He put her in a pumpkin shell...

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#13483 - 06/24/12 02:08 AM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: FreeBird]
FriedaB Offline
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Registered: 10/24/11
Posts: 63
Originally Posted By: NewBird
Guys!
I just heard some information about my Psychopath... and I laughed so hard.


Tell us he died smile
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#13486 - 06/24/12 03:04 PM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: FriedaB]
FreeBird Offline
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Registered: 08/24/11
Posts: 230
No, he didnt die, unfortunately;-)
Its just sth he did to his current victim. I don't want to post yet. When I feel I am 100% safe I will write my story here.

Thanks for the kind words, guys. Dianne, it was exactly like you described it - I felt so incredibly good that I am here and not there with him and it WAS like waking up from a nightmare and feeling happy that its over.

Can you please change my nickname once again, Dianne? I love FreeBird, and it reminds me of something special and important in my life. I'd be very grateful! laugh

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#13489 - 06/24/12 04:58 PM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: FreeBird]
hisonlyqueen Offline
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Registered: 05/25/12
Posts: 26
So names can be changed?? good, I want mine changed. My psychopath use to call me "My Only Queen" so i was just being sarcastic when i chose my user name.
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Peter, Peter pumpkin eater,
Had a wife but couldn't keep her;
He put her in a pumpkin shell...

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#13493 - 06/24/12 09:34 PM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: hisonlyqueen]
Dianne E. Offline

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Now you are officially FreeBird, just changed your name.

hisonlyqueen if you want, just let me know what new name you want.

When I change your name, your posts will still appear if someone clicks on your name to read your posts.

That is something I like to remind people that if you want to read any members posts that may help you read their story, just click on their name and select, view posts.

Di

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#13496 - 06/25/12 06:52 AM Re: I relapsed and I am depressed [Re: Dianne E.]
hisonlyqueen Offline
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Registered: 05/25/12
Posts: 26
ok thanks Diane, I will have to come up with a name any will let you know. smile
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Peter, Peter pumpkin eater,
Had a wife but couldn't keep her;
He put her in a pumpkin shell...

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