Hi aca00js, welcome to our community. It is very sad to read of this huge break with your family. Your comment has me quite concerned.
This action deeply hurt my feelings and I nearly ended up taking my own life as I felt betrayed by my own family and my parents were just concerned about seeing the grandkids.
I am concerned that this has caused you to even consider thinking about taking your own life. I hope you have been able to seek some help if it is that serious. Are you really serious? Have your reached out to any professional for help and how are you currently feeling about the situation.
I am very concerned about this statement. What have you been able to do in order to not have these thoughts?