I am in several groups right now and just got a list called the "Feeling List".

There are two sides. One is the comfortable feelings. What stands out to me is this. These were the feelings I had before I got connected with P. Almost all of them.

The other side is the uncomfortable feelings. I'm going to list the ones that came as a result of my P encounter (of the worst kind).

Afraid, Angry, Anxious, Apprehensive, Ashamed, Awkward, Confused, Defeated, Dejected, Dependent, Despairing, Desperate, Devasted, Disappointed, Distrustful, Embarrassed, Exasperated, Fearful, Foolish, Frantic, Frustrated, Furious, Guilty, Helpless, Horrified, Humilated, Hurt, Ignored, Inadequate, Incompetent, Indecisive, Inferior, Inhibited, Insecure, Irritated, Isolated, Jealous, Lonely, Melancholy, Miserable, Misunderstood, Muddled, Needy, Old, Outraged, Overwhelmed, Panicky, Pessimistic, Phony, Preoccupied, Pressured, Provoked, Regretful, Rejected, Remorseful, Resentful, Sad, Self-conscious, Shy, Sorry, Stupid, Terrified, Threatened, Tired, Trapped, Troubled, Unappreciated, Unattractive, Uncertain, Uncomfortable, Uneasy, Unfulfilled, Used, Useless, Uptight, Victimized, Violated, Vulnerable, Wearly, Wishy-washy, Worn-out, Worried.

That was about everything on the list!

I felt, have felt ALL the above every since P#2. Even P#1 doesn't evoke such feelings in me. I never saw that until just now. (but at one time he did. . .).

If anyone would like to see the "confortable feelings" (for old times sake LOL) let me know and I'll post them.

:-)
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