He left a message online; not specifically for me, but I'm sure he knew I'd see it:
"It wasnt the end that was cause for concern, He had been through worse, It was the wait, The long agonising wait for something, anything to end the drawn out monotony of existance in a world of whispers and dark thoughts"
At first this disturbed me, my hands were actually shaking. Then I reread it and realized what it meant: he's bored.
But I'm *not* "something, anything." I'm not a thing at all. I'm a human being. I wonder if he ever knew that, or cared.