Hi jazzyb2, I am so sorry you are still having to deal with this "thing". I hope the best for you and your writing shows the great deal of pain you are in. It must be like waking up for something worse than a horrible nightmare.

It is good to hear that you are in the "no contact" stage. This will be hard I am sure since we always want to know answers to why, but unfortunately with a Psychopath there isn't an answer that would make any sense or resolve the situation.

Please keep us updated and write as you are ready, sometimes I find that writing things down helps to clear things up in my mind.

All my best,

Di

P.S. I hope you don't mind but I am combining this with the first part of your story so that people reading can read your entire story in one "thread".