Oh, yeah!

Like casually dropping information that could have been obtained only if he had been in your house and gone through your things...

And they always seem so shocked at how dysfunctional you are because you object to them doing anything they like with you and your life. Unreal!

Diane1969

You know, I have often wondered if P's can read emotions on others very well. Oh, I know they have trouble recognizing sad facial features. But it seems to be more pervasive than just that. It is as though your inner life has no meaning for them at all, nor do your emotional reactions, or even your body posture. I don't think they read others in such a way that the "resonate" with them. And often their manipulations are so thin, that if you are expecting it, they can't charm you any more. I don't know anything for sure, but both my father and my ex-P seemed such thin shadows of real people, and I guess that is the shallowness so often exhibited. And I think it is our own shocked reaction or disbelief at the audacity that blinds us to the paper thin manipulations of a P.

And being in close proximity to a P and getting to know them, the thing that always struck me the most odd is the lack of response that they exhibit to the real you, to your concerns, your desire to share, your reaching out to them, to your humanity. And their lack of appropriate response is 100%. And so to me, P's often come across as almost cut-out cardboard people.

Anyway, just rambling here.

Diane1969

Hello everybody

First of all I would like to ask you to forgive my english, as I m not a native speaker..

I wouldnt beleive that other people too felt weird things about Ps.Let me tell you my story..Since I was a child I believed a lot in God.Later on I believed a lot in evil.Very early in my childhood I met people who amused theirselves by doing "seances" I met people who were satanists ext. For a very long period I couldnt spleep.I was feeling that Evil was near me,sometimes I even saw him. A BEUTIFUL MAN WITH DARK HAIR AND BLUE EYES.Each time I saw him I was so afraid I couldnt even prononce a word..!

This kept for some time until I turned into God.Then everything stopped and I was ok.In all my life I had this gift:I saw things/events in my dreams which almost always were becoming true after a while. Strange things in my life...Then I studied Psychology (in this moment I m doing a Masters in Work Psychology)and I learnt much more things about human nature.

10 years later after my disturbances of Evil I came to France to do my Masters.And it is now that I met my P.From his very first look at me I sensed that something odd was going on but I didnt gave any attention as I was a bit drung and as his perfect appearance and his beautiful BMW were signs of a nice well educated man. Still he was A BEUTIFUL MAN WITH DARK HAIR AND BLUE EYES......

But I was far away from my past and I didnt think of it. The very first time he came to take me for a ride with this car and I dont know why as I usually I dont have such a sense of humor, I asked him but in a serious manner "so where is your nife?where are you driving me to kill me?" The strange is that in the beginning he didnt get it,but then without laughing either he said "not yet not yet".It supposed to be a jok but finnaly none laughed..It appeared very strange to me all that situation bu I didnt yet know he was a P..

The first time I entered his house..ah my God what I felt..it was like I was in a movie;I had the sensation that I was in the house of a mad person. And it got worst when we made love in this house;you may think that I m crazy but I swear to God that I had the impression that something evil was going on. So much I was upset that I thought of asking him if anyone had died in that house before. Of course I didnt do it..!

This man had been in prison for 6 months for depts and theaft, but actually I m wondering if it was only that. He told me that in the past he was violent but 4 months I know him he never demonstrated such a behavior..I m so scared to know..but I know that this man has something evil,I m certain..I love sleeping,he is THE ONLY MAN with hom I cant sleep.

I believe in demons oh yes I do,but I m a scientist on the other hand..so I m too confused with all that..so I think in both cases I should run away..

Thank you for listening.

I once had a horrible dream about my ex P. I was in the attic of a barn with another man. My ex came into the attic. He had the head of a pig and he was wearing this strange costum like a clown with suspenders. He had to other strange looking men with him. They were all feindishly laughing at me. I of course was scared to death. They murdered the man that was with me and then bound me up. My ex dragged me through a corn field. Laugh widly as we went. The closer we got to this swamp I started to see people inpaled on stakes half submerged in the swamp water. The looks on the faces of these people were horrific. They were in such agony and pain. Their hands were curled up and shaking. I could never describe the horror on their faces. Twisted in agony. We came to a stop. My ex had a huge wooded spear in his hand. I was placed on my side and implaped as well and then I woke up. I beleive this to be a sign. He was a pig in real life and he did put me thru agony.
Thanks for listneing

Its funny that you mention this stuff people because as I have said before I am a christian and I believe in the Lord...I know without a doubt that the Psychopath that I was with was posessed. I had a brand new apartment and nice things and Joy, when I moved into the apartment. But when I would sleep, I would have these nightmares and they would be so real...I dont know if he poisened me with anything else but I do know that he was giving me the sex pills in food... I think most of these people are veryu evil and I believe that they know they are doomed and they have no hope for anything real or good...they would just contaminate it.
I remember at some times if he was in a room and I was in another, and he would come into my room that room would get darker. Like he had a huge shadow over the whole room.
I wanna say something that is embarassing to me and also really creepy, I only told my best fiend this like way later. The first time we "messed around" Psychopath kept making this spooky hissing sound and I was afraid of him then but of course I didnt leave. But when he spoke his voice was deeper and he hissed in my ear. He asked me if I was, " Ready for him" and I know people say things in the heat of the moment, but his was different and he one time made me promise him my soul. He also told me I had to be the one to carry his seed. I think he got me pregnant on purpose and I let him. Dont ask why cause I really dont know why... and I might never.

when I finally ended things with him, it was hard because I had this inner gravitation towards him and his dangerous lifestyle. It was as if he did have my soul and I wished that I had never known him.