Thank you skybluepaint.
And please don't apologize for sharing your experiences. It is so incredibly helpful to read what others have experienced and what conclusions they have drawn. You helped me more than you can imagine.
It felt like we had a good session earlier in the week. We had a chat about what she had said. And I told her my theory behind why people haven't believed me. I have a feeling that she agreed with me (and maybe partly also took a step back because she could see that she had maybe pushed me a bit too far with that one).
She's asked me to think about what keeps me 'hooked' into chasing the adrenalin rush of being triggered this week.