Wow, Jade,
I am so sorry you have had to deal with this.
Something that struck me about your story is the delusional thinking, and I want to address this a bit.
My own experience with two P's in my life, my father, and my ex-SO has made me believe that all P's do have this in common. It is a magical belief system where they are believe they are always in control, and this seems to be a core central part of the pathology. They act as though people are not real outside of their interaction with them. Everyone is a dress up paper doll to be played with when and as they choose, without rights or feelings or drives of their own. And this is where some of that extreme pathologic jealousy and rage comes in when their victims show that they are independent.
I think your son's dabbling in demonology and all the magical thinking that goes with that is just an extreme example of this same process and need for control of their environment.
And the eyes going jet black, yes, I've experienced this also with both P's in my life. It is a symptom of extreme arousal and rage. I looked it up once, but I don't remember exactly what processes are involved right now. I think it has to do with overstimulation of the brain stem. If anyone has information about this and wants to share that would be great.
Diane1969
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